Intervention?

I have been in a weird rut lately. I have no motivation to do anything that could help me feel better. I've actually felt a little rebellious. Whatever I should be doing... my first thought is to do the opposite. I'm like a silly teenager again! Ugh, I know exactly what I need to do to feel better but I'm running away from it.

Whenever I feel like people are rude, take advantage or treat Jr. or anyone I love for that matter badly it's really hard to forgive that person or not to hold a grudge. That's definitely a huge weakness of mine. But admitting that I'm mad at this certain person makes me feel so much guilt. The guilt of being a working mom and falling short in a million other areas plus this added guilt is currently a little hard to bare.

I know very well that the battles that go on are for those I love to battle through on their own and in their own ways, but again its so hard for me to sit back and do nothing. I need an intervention......